is killin me.
I might be hanging out with Kevin today, but he called around 11 and said he was golfing and it would be like 4 hours. So I don’t know if that means we’re hanging out 4 hours from 11 or what. I hate it when I’m all anxious and stuff. I get annoyed at days where my own company isn’t enough lol! Makes me feel needy for people, even though I know being with people and socializing is a good thing. Kevin is only in town for short amounts of time, so I like seeing him as much as possible. Saturday night he’s speaking at a meeting so I’m going, and my best friend Georgie (Kevin’s nickname for her hehe) and her boyfriend are doing a bbq before hand, so hopefully we’ll get to do that too. Yay! Its nice to have someone around with some time to chill. All my other friends are in school so they just never have time, and Carol has a worse time with her spoon drawer than I do.
I called my blindy friend earlier, my first ever blindy friend. I had lost her number and just got it again, so I was so hoping to catch up, but she wasn’t home. She was the first one to tell me about GDB, where she got her dog, the first dog I met of the guiding variety. So I’m excited to tell her I’ll be going at some point.
I’ve got no updates on school. Havne’t heard a word. Might have to follow up yet again and see if the paperwork was all sent in or what. As soon as I have an update, the subject line will have doggy diaries in it.
So I’m just killing time until I might be with a human. UPS dropped off B’s jacket today and the driver annoyed me. He knocked on the door, I open it and he’s walking away. I’m like, hello? He’s like, thank you! I’m like, what is it? He’s like, its right there! And drove away. Urgh. Yesterday another UPS driver came to deliver what I know now to be my street pack from GDB but he bang bang banged on the door so loud and so foreceful in my quiet morning that my heart stopped and my stomach dropped from being so starteled, so I didn’t answer the door. I assume its at the office. I thought about walking down the the office. I know how to get there. I just haven’t done it alone, and I don’t know how big the box will be that I have to carry while navigating with my cane. Man I can’t wait for my dog.
So, just listening to music and not really doing anything. I should be looking at braille but I don’t feel like it.
I don’t think this post has killed enough time.
The weather is really nice. Its actually a tad chilled in here right now. I’ve got my door open for some fresh air and its the first day it hasn’t been too warm to do this. I think winter is finally thinking about making an appearance. I wonder if I’ll get to wear any crochet scarves this year.
Well, I don’t have it in me to write a post about nothing, so I’ll sign off.