My therapist moved to Florida

I woke up this morning in such a terrible mood and it’s not getting any better. I’m feeling a bit abandoned by my therapist. She moved to Florida. She gave me a few phone numbers of some women in the same building but I don’t want to start fresh with someone. I also can’t afford it. And my therapist helped me out with that. It’s betting to the point though, that I think I’ll need to call one of these women and just see what we might be able to do. I’m not doing so well. There’s just some major stuff I need professional help with. Doesn’t it always seem like when life is going you great, life throws a sinking curve ball and you’re out on strikes? Better bench me for awhile coach, I can’t hit right now. I just need a reminder that I’m still good in the outfield even if I’m not swinging the bat. Don’t ask me what I’m trying to say. Baseball analogies seem to work well for my life. Blech. At least I have Jayden. Don’t think I’d be managing to shower and get dressed if it weren’t for him. Actually I’d still probably want to work out. It’s great to work out when you’re pissed off. Have I mentioned I’ve lost nineteen pounds? Yep. Getting a lot of compliments, though all from people who don’t matter very much. It’s nice, don’t get me wrong. But sometimes it feels kinda pointless. I’m really happy though, when I can see through the haze and acknowledge myself. Oh and I ordered two dresses on jcpenny.com yesterday. I’ve never been an “off the rack” shopper, but Gamma ordered me some clothes out of a catalogue that fit, so I took a chance. Here’s hoping they’re cute. Erik took a look at them on the website and he said they’re nice. It might be dangerous though, since I went shopping online yesterday since I was on the pity pot and the Rays weren’t playing. Yikes, can’t get hooked on internet clothes shopping. I won’t, don’t worry.
K enough rambling, just had to verbal vomit. Thanks.

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7 Responses to My therapist moved to Florida

  1. I’m sorry things are a little rough. I hate it when I have to start over with a new therapist – and I’ve only had to do it twice.

    I’m an e-mail away if you need to vent.

  2. Ro

    Thanks…been vomiting a lot on my private blog where I can scream and swear as much as I want, and that helps a little. Ah, life.

  3. Sorry to hear you are having a bad time. Emotional roller coasters suck. Am just getting back to normal off of one myself. I hope you find another good therapist who you can work with and work through some stuff with. Hang in there.

  4. I’m here too, although I know I’m probably not much help. Hang in there. It will get better. When you’re in the thick of it, though, it feels impossible.

  5. Anonymous

    That stinks. I know how you feel though. The diocese recently closed our parish and a priest I was working with moved away. I don’t want to start over either.

  6. Oh, Ro, I am so sorry to hear – that is rough. I am an email away too – although I know its not like in person.

  7. Ro

    I don’t think I have your email Becky. Mine is raynaadi at gmail dot com

    I called another therapist today but haven’t heard back. I also emailed back and forth with the one who moved away, so that was really nice.

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