Bad treatment day

It’s now several hours later and I’m at home in bed. B picked me up from treatment and I went right to bed. I didn’t sleep but that’s not surprising. I never nap. Hopefully I’ll get a good night’s sleep tonight. I still don’t feel right. Did I write bove that the consensus is the steroids were cuasing my anxiety to ramp up? I’ll work hard to morry to master it. Just one moe treatment. Then a visit to the neurologist on Friday. It’s like a part time job of medical appointments this week. Praying tomorrow goes better. Guess I jinxed myself yesterday.Ok, Im at treatment and it has not gone well today. We’ve stopped it a few times and think what’s happening is I’m having major anxiety from the steroids. I’ve gotten a gram of solumedrol over the last two days and today and that’s a huge bombardment of steroids on the system. I never had a problem before, but I’ve since developed an anxiety disorder so what we think is happening is that’s flairing up. Yesterday I had some flushing in my face that I didn’t notice until one of the nurses pointed it out and then my face felt hot. That happened again today only this time there was headache and neck pain with it. I got close totears several times and I’m seriously confused not confused, what’s the word I’m looking for. Maybe I am confused. Fatigued. Seriously fatigued today. Didn’t sleep well last night. The nurses are trying to get in touch with my neurologist but he’s not in town right now. They said this isn’t anything abnormal. It certainly has not been fun though. So I thought I’d write a post and see if I can distract myself. Typing isn’t comfortable though. And I’m feeling super sleepy again. Have just under an hour to go. Must just get through it. I think I’ll try and go listen to my book and see if that can distract me enough. B might be picking me up so I don’t have to wait on paratransit. Just want to get into bed. Vn

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