I had a message from Carol earlier and she mentioned that I haven’t written anything on the blog this week. I noticed that earlier when I was catching up on blogs that I haven’t written since Monday. So I thought I’d fire off something quickly.
I didn’t really notice that I was in a kind of fatigue this week because it’s just kinda there, if that makes any sense. Also, I think I’m just getting used to it and won’t really notice it until someone points out that I’ve been a bit absent. So I looked back on this week and wow, yeah haha. I’ve been doing my plan B, as Carol calls it. I didn’t even realize I was doing it. I guess it’s just normal.
Basically my good hour or so has been given to Jayden, so when I’m feeling ok, I play with him and stuff. Looking back on this week I realize I’ve done nothing mentally taxing. So I guess this week is more about the brain fog than the lack of spoons, though when I’m in brain fog mode, I’m usually physically fatigued as well.
I did my workouts and lessons with Dave like normal, and did two loads of laundry yesterday which totally zapped me. I haven’t even read blogs this week. I was just crocheting and listening to movies once all my stuff was done. Lengthy phone conversations wore me out. So Carol, that’s why I didn’t answer. I’m so glad you understand that part of the spoons. 🙂
Today I caught up on blogs and I’m feeling really foggy. I think listening to the synthesized voice on my computer is actually mentally taxing. When a movie is on, I can just zone out.
So that’s what’s up. It’s been pretty rainy and humid this week which I know is contributing to this. It really all started Tuesday morning after a lesson on campus, which hopefully I’ll write about soon. It seems Saturday mornings are really when I do a lot of blogging. I’ve got some stories to share, and a few cool emails from ACB.
So, stay tuned. The season is getting ready to change, so I might be out of commission some more, but we’ll see. Well, some of you will. Hahahahaha!